Most treasured possession:
My cxxxxx
Favourite number: X
Most influential role model:
Axxx Txxxxx
The impression of you that I get is that you are a sensitive person but are
often wary of expressing your true thoughts and emotions. I feel that you
have been hurt in the past and this may be the reason for your caution – however,
once you allow people to become a part of your life, i.e. by confiding in
them or accepting their help or advice, you find it easier to develop a sense
of trust and affinity.
There is something from your childhood which you are especially sensitive
about – I’m not sure exactly what this is but I do know that it would take
a very special person for you to confide this secret to. If this issue hasn’t
yet been resolved then you may feel a little ashamed of whatever this was
but one message that comes through to me is that it was not your fault.
You have always tried your best in most of the things that you’ve done. You
realize that you could have done better at times with certain projects but
your interest simply wasn’t there. You find it easy to concentrate on things
that really interest you, but if someone tries to make you study a subject
or project that you don’t want to learn about then you tend to ‘phase out’.
There was an artistic or musical interest that you had when you were younger
that you could have developed but didn’t. It may be that there were too many
other things going on in your life at the time – or that it simply wasn’t
the right time for you – I feel that you will probably go back to that interest
at some time in the future and excel at it.
You lost someone very special in your past and this left you with a sense
of loneliness or abandonment. You still miss this person but I figure you
are now coming to terms with that loss. In a way it made you appreciate loved
ones more; however you don’t always show your true feelings.
You find the opposite sex intriguing. Sometimes you hate them, sometimes you
love them. Your emotions seem to swing from high to low and back again.
You would like to be the centre of attention at times – however most of the
time you are happy to watch and observe. You don’t like making a fool of yourself
and you certainly wouldn’t enjoy seeing your best friend or someone you really
care about making a fool of themselves.
You have an overwhelming protective instinct. If someone you love annoys you
then you will tell them so. If an outsider insults them then you instinctively
jump to their defensive. It’s as though ‘It’s alright for you to say that,
but not for them to’.
You have certain colours that you like and will wear them depending on your
mood. You are also sensitive to smell – you have favourite aromas – and some
memories that are associated to them – e.g. bonfire night or your mother’s
favourite perfume or shampoo – or perhaps a favourite dish – roast beef –
curry – chicken or steak or perhaps even a tomato based recipe.
You are idealistic about the person you would like to eventually settle down
with (if indeed you have not already met that person). You really want your
relationship to work out and will do your utmost to make things work. However
if your partnership is wrong then you have no hesitation in not making this
effort.
You want to be happy in life. You hate hurting people and if this inadvertently
does happen then you feel that hurt yourself. You are happy with your morals
but would love to improve yourself in some way.
At the moment you are in some sort of quandary about the direction your life
is taking you and there are decisions to be made. Making decisions is not
always easy for you – you like to weigh up the options in your mind and find
yourself swayed by outside distractions. In this area you should always trust
your instinct.
Life is not always easy for you – often you meet obstacles just as you think
you are reaching your goal. These setbacks can make you feel unsettled or
even depressed at times but you have a knack of being able to bounce back.
When you look back on your life at some of the difficult times you realize
that they seemed a lot worse at the time than they actually were. You are
a survivor and are guided by hope and optimism.
Money can be an issue for you and you should learn to manage it more effectively.
Although you have to rely on outside sources at times you would prefer to
be totally independent in this area.
You dislike chaos and would be happier in a well organized environment but
it seems that there is never enough time to carry out your well meaning intentions.
Some time ago there was a disastrous relationship that knocked your confidence
somewhat. Although you are over that now, there are still times when you feel
vulnerable and insecure. You want to be loved for who you are, not how others
want you to be and you generally try to please most of the time – however
under extreme provocation you find it impossible to bottle up your feelings
and minor explosions can occur.
In order to overcome this tendency you should learn to communicate more freely
in the early stages of an impending crisis.
You enjoy travelling but something seems to be holding you back from being
able to visit all the places you’d like to go. This could be money or other
commitments or simply something within yourself that you have not yet acknowledged.
Children, or one in particular, will play an important part of your life and
you will derive a great deal of pleasure from helping him or her. You will
also find yourself re-thinking a lot of your original ideas as your experience
and maturity grow.
Thank you for taking the time to read this report and I hope you will contribute
by offering feedback on how appropriate it is to you.
